Two days past thirteen, she was waiting for the results in her royal blue jeans. Sat down in a desk in a hospital there, was a lonely little girl with a bow in her hair. She was very shy and nobody seemed to smile, but she asked, "Would you mind staying here for a while, and talking to me, for I'm feeling a little lonely.." But no one was around to here her little cry..
So she went home and she sat on her bed, she asked herself, "What's wrong with me, I don't know yet," and wondering, does anyone really care..? She started to dissolve and she was all alone..
I cried, never gonna see the way that I fit in, might as well forget it all, people make me seem so small, Sometimes you have to give in.. But not this time, I can't do it no more. Can't hold back my feelings, I'm giving in my all..
-Skipping ahead a couple verses to verse 3-
One Tuesday night she was all alone, she had nobody with her and she couldn't hold it in. Tears were streaming, grasping on, and then a shadow went around her and she couldn't see no more. Her world had ended, her soul was lost..
Then about an hour later she heard the noises of people around her. She opened her eyes and held out her weak hand.. She grasped on tightly and hoped it would never happen again..
This is a song I wrote inspired by Dixie Chicks's Travelin' Soldier. This is a true song/story about my life. I am motivating all of you to NOT go down the pathway I chose. I regret every moment of it and I hope none of you end up this way, the way that I did. Thank you for being you and not going down the road of anorexia and heart failure