I'm not a monster, I'm not broken, I just need mending.
Father was gone, which was sad, I wanted to talk to him, get to know the man I looked up to all these years. It seemed the man Iooked up to wasn't worth looking up to; he wasn't the person I thought he was.
I looked around my compartment, alone. Lucas was with a teacher in his own compartment, with a blond lady with short hair and light brown eyes. She helped blind people, like Lucas. Her name was Llyr.
As I said,I was along in the small compartment, with my notebook. I didn't write much for these past few weeks, I just felt dead inside. Like my father wasn't my 'hero' anymore.
I sighed, taking a short nap before the train stopped.
"Hey! Malfoy kid!" I jolted up, looking in all directions to see where the voice had came from. Looking around, I saw Ace smiling at me. "So, notice anything different?" Ace said, as I rubbed my eyes.
From the looks of it, his hair was dyed blue. "What have you done to your hair?!" I was shocked. "I dyed it at a sketchy muggle shop for tattoos and stuff," he said proudly.
"Why would you get your hair done at a tattoo place?" I questioned him, but he just shrugged. "Anyways, were here at Hogwarts!" he yelled proudly.
I followed along out of my compartment, seeing Asia with Toby Caim. I walked away, not wanting to meet Caim.
Afterwards, the students were met with a feast, a huge one. I sat with Lucas at the Slytherin table, my head down, looking at Midnight talking to Lucy.
I didn't eat the rest of my food, ham and potatoes. I headed to my dorm with Ace and Lucas. Lucas wasn't there, and Ace was having a party in some other kids' dorm.
The lights were off, and all I thought was Mr. Malfoy, my father. A great image to me, the reason I woke up in the morning. I would of cried to see him, which I didn't, but close.
He just seemed like he didn't want to see me, it was almost heart breaking, to say the least. He would fight with Mum. All I ever wanted was my family to be together.
I started to cry a little, but soon stopped after Lucas stepped in, with some help from Llyr. Llyr was a half blood, which I could relate to. She tucked him in, afterwards saying goodbye.
She didn't say anything to me, but I didn't mind, I wasn't in the mood for a talk.
Sorry so short! I hope you liked it!
