This chapter will tell everything that happened in chapter 8 but through Emily's POV, so you can see both sides.
After I had gone to the shrink, I couldn't stop having flashbacks, of everything on that day. Remembering how I had a perfect life before then, now it's pretty much trash.
When the flashbacks didn't come as often, I went back to school. I wanted to be alone, I didn't want anyone to be near me or talk to me. I was afraid of what I would say if I lost controls of my emotions, and how much it would hurt people, I was right to be afraid of this because when Maya had been trying to be a good friend, trying to help, I was incredibly rude to her, because when she asked if I was okay, I said:
"You know what? No. I'm not okay, Maya. Maybe you could see that better if you weren't so wrapped up in your perfect little life where you are liked by everyone. Maybe, you would know if you had gone through what I've had, that I'm not anywhere near 'okay and I'm not gonna be. So just go away and leave me alone, cause you don't know what it's like."
I wish I hadn't said that. I pushed her away. She didn't try to see if I was okay anymore, she left me alone. But wasn't that what I wanted? To be alone? I don't know what I wanted, but I know what I needed was help, and I pushed away people who were willing to help me. I was a terrible friend to Maya, she didn't deserve what I said to her, and only one sentence was true, "I'm not okay".
Will Maya and Emily's friendship resolve? Will Emily be able to honestly say she's okay? CLIFFHANGER BOIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII