So, y’all, it’s been a tough couple of weeks.
I’ll be crazy happy, then at the bottom of the ocean, and before you know it, back up again.
It’s tiring, being different people for different people, even though I know I don’t have to be. Some people, I’m just too nervous to let them in.
I’ve been self-destructing, telling myself i’m not good enough. Almost crying in History class, forcing a smile when the teacher looks my way.
But the song, Wild Things by Alesia Cara, makes things a little better, along with running or jumping on my trampoline. It tells me to be myself, not to change for anyone. I try to hold onto it.
I know it won’t be easy, but I can get though this.