I keep having this weird feeling that I’m so dumb that I’m not meant to be born, everyone keeps saying I’m too naive and stupid and I act like I’m 2 years old. My friend Sara, she has no sense of humor, I try to have fun with her and she cares about every small mistake I make. She thinks boys are too stupid and I have a few friends that are boys ( no boyfriends) and she blames me. I’ve never seen her smile. She talks about the negative things in the world and she’s always getting mad at me. Since then I feel so stupid. Other kids are like that too. I even felt dumb before I met these people. I am kinda clumsy but I do that not to be weird. One of my friends left the group chat because I was funny. She said I’m too weird to be around her. My other friend Clara, forget about her, she didn’t let me be friends with her! I’m not too clumsy, and in these days I’m trying to get my head off of quarantine, I’m not trying to be naive. That word makes my skull break so I try not to use it anymore. My teachers love me (expect for a few) but my friends hate me. That’s a sign that it’s not my fault, so is it my fault, am I too weird, and has this ever happened to you?