I think we were chosen before we even were conceived, and honestly that makes me feel better that I am not random. I have a purpose and was conceived in the intent that I had a life ahead of me. Honestly, I've had so many strange shower thoughts in the shower. One was that we are the Earth and all the small living organisms living on us are the people, and we are living on a dying organism.
Dumb ik but it was funny because I thought as I killed those germs, I might kill a couple of people living off of me. Of course, I never thought that was true. lol