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☆彡 Update ☆彡

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asked Nov 15, 2020 in Mental Health by Lemony The Bean (123,070 points)
Heya, y’all.

It’s me again, Lemony! Just wanted to give y’all a lil update on how things are.

Truthfully, not the best. I’m back in in-person school and pretty much normal life plus masks, which is nice, but I get frequent overstimulation and anxiety attacks in school from the environment and the noise. I NEVER WANT TO GO BACK DIGITAL EVER EVER THOUGH. My parents are looking into getting accommodations to help me, but I really hate being singled out. I suppose I just have to wait. I wish I was able to listen to music in school, Cavetown calms me down significantly. My mental health has quite honestly been trash lately, Kayden is out of school for a couple weeks and I’m really lonely during recess, causing teachers to worry and once me to cri in deh bathroom. I had a doctor’s appointment and was so anxious I was physically shaking and had picked my nails down to stubs, my parents are getting me a therapist for that.

I, uh, I’m gonna try to be kinda honest, I do struggle with self-harm and yes it has been that way for a while, my parents eventually found out and I’m getting a therapist soon. Sorry I didn’t tell y’all sooner, just found it a little personal and also I was waiting for my parents to inevitably find out because they have a monitoring app on my phone that would have alerted them if I’d mentioned it sooner.

I’ve been taking horseback-riding lessons and that’s like my escape, on top of the horse all my worries seem to melt away. My (temporary) horse’s name is JoJo and he’s the second-biggest horse at the whole stable! I can barely reach to his withers with my hands up and I’m 5’2”and a half!

I am shaking a little while writing this, I don’t know why sometimes anxiety just shows up without reason ^^’

Hope y’all are doing better than i am, lol

Does anyone even really read these? Sorry if i’m being a burden heh

Peace out, Lemony


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answered Nov 27, 2020 by LewieTheLamborghini (22,910 points)
We ❤️ you Lemony! Praying for you!
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answered Nov 18, 2020 by PrincessJelly (54,010 points)
Hey lemony! Ofc ur not being a burden! I struggle with overstimulation so ik what it feels like. I’m always here and I love u! Plz come to me if u need to talk. U will get thru this!
commented Nov 19, 2020 by Lemony The Bean (123,070 points)
Thanks, Jelly, your kind words always bring me a smile. My teachers figured out about my attacks and while it’s kind of annoying being asked “are you okay?” or “how are you doing” every five minutes, I appreciate the fact they’re trying to help hah. I take half-days at school now, and also I’m officially 1 week 2 days clean! My parents are also looking into letting me have headphones at school to block out noise :D
commented Nov 19, 2020 by PrincessJelly (54,010 points)
I’m so proud bby!!! That’s nice!

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