Please don't post things like this unless you have wanted to seriously kill yourself. You don't know what it's like. And not everyone believes in God. Personally, I am semi-Hellenist, so something like this, when I wanted to kill myself, would have made me feel selfish because I was suicidal, and would have made me think about my parents, and make me feel unloved. Things like this do not help anyone. Obviously, I won't say anyone should kill themselves or anything, but something like this doesn't help. The only true way for someone to get out of that state is to get themselves out. When I did, I learned the value of self-love, not believing someone else would be sad if I died. I taught myself how to appreciate my own existence, for myself. I taught myself how to love myself even if there was no one else who would. I learned to hold my own hand. That was what got me out. Not things like this; stuff like this made it worse and made me feel guilty for not having anyone around me like that. And while I understand some people can rely on their faiths as support through bad times, but a lot of people, including myself, aren't like that. Personally, my depression was related to trust issues of which I still suffer from. I don't trust anyone but myself, even when I can see them and have known them for years. There is very little possibility that I will ever be able to rely on someone who I don't know, haven't seen, haven't met, or anything else. You saw me mention "semi-Hellenist", that is because I believe Hellenism to be likely, personally, but while I believe in it, I don't feel like I am able to pray or rely on any god like that.