KidzTalk - Recent questions tagged #imsorry

no. joking.

Sat, 23 May 2026 17:49:34 +0000

Im not posting as much because I have all of this studying and end of year stuff I have to deal with, so now I have less than 15 days to be with you guys, but I can't do anything because I'm so dang busy! I literally had to make this post during my study break. so this is the ratio

EOS (end of school) = Lots of tests (LOT)

LOT = Less time to post

Less time to post = less time with you guys (LTWYG)

LTWYG = dissapearing...

and I don't wanna dissapear, I wanna be with you guys, but its so hard. I'm making Oblivion drafts at 1:00 am, posting during study breaks, it's depressing....

But I'm not giving up on you guys! Oblivion ch.9 is coming out soon (no promises)

-Peace, Love, and TADC!

What's wrong?

Tue, 21 Oct 2025 05:23:54 +0000

I can't do this anymore. I feel so guilty for being all depressed and sad yet.. my life is great

Yet for some reason I feel like a odd ball in this happy world, it's like im sad for no reason. My mummy keeps asking why I always use the word "hate" and say im going to drop out of school

Im really trying my best to stay alive for others, I might be young but life sucks...at least from what I see it as, my sister treats my brother so kind and loves him unconditionally, I knwo she loves me too but I dont feel the love at all. Yeah I might shut her out but mostly I try to do something with her, then she dont want me to be around, she always tells me shut up when im too loud with my friends. She is always on call with her boyfriend and she yells at me to get out the room and I wait a long time.

I have lost passion for dance I feel so out of place like im a pig in a room full of skinny people

Now you might say there are others bigger than me and I get that but its just how I feel, especially when it comes down to liking somebody, I already know the answer is a no

I hate when people compare me to my father I do love my father but always being compared to him throughout life from when he was gone to now when he is back. The only thing im good at is being smart but its not enough, my teacher knows im not as confident but its not my fault I stopped going outside because I hate being out I feel like im getting judged. School is the absolute worst I feel so drained and tired, then people tell me to stop being so negative like why are you telling me how to live yeah being negative all the time is bad but its reality

They always say to be positive but I lost taht a long time ago from bullying and my family having favoritism, I still dont feel the love i give, I try so much for everyone but what is it all for if they will leave me? I'm so close to just letting everything taking over. I hate life so much I cant just cant anymore sweetheart

Im not trying to get pity im just venting because I rely on people here, sweethearts you make me feel loved especially twinkie. I love everyone on here I hope you all stay amazing talk to me whenever im free unless im at school but I will try to make time for everyone

Nana out!

Update about the Pronoun Situation

Mon, 03 Jul 2023 23:34:26 +0000

Hey everyone.

This is the update to my previous post, if you didn't see it you might wanna check it out or this is going to seem weird. Anyway this is what the convo with my dad was like..

Me: *literally shaking* Dad, what do you think about pronouns?

My dad: I like them, I guess? Why are you asking?

Me: Well, how would you feel if someone were using the wrong pronouns on you? What if you wanted to use he/they pronouns instead?

My dad: *long pause* You're just confused. I don't know what you mean.

Me: *about to cry* Dad, I want you to use he/they pronouns for me. I'm uncomfortable with she/her pronouns..

My dad: *continues ignoring me*

*we had to enter the Tae Kwon Do school right then so the convo was cut short, this next convo is what we were talking about on the drive back home*

(During the session: The entire time during the session I was about to cry. He ignored me and acted like my pronouns didn't matter. He's a really great father and I don't know why he can't respect them. He thinks just because I'm 12 I can't decide what I want, he thinks I'm confused.

He continued ignoring the question, except this time I was mad and I had to cut out most of the convo because I said things that are definitely not allowed on here or anywhere, so here's the car ride home conversation)

Me: Dad, stop ignoring the question. I already explained how I feel, why can't you accept that? Just do this one thing for me, please.

My dad: *blatantly ignoring me* I don't know what you mean- Oh hey! Look at that odd looking dog; greyhound, I think?

*he continued trying to distract and divert the conversation away from my pronouns and that really really hurt*

Me: *just getting mad at this point* What the actual- stop trying to change the subject! Why can't you understand what I'm trying to tell you-

My dad: Why are you getting mad? I don't know what you mean!

Me: You know full well what I mean; I've said it multiple times! And of course I'm getting mad, I can't even get someone to respect my pronouns or my gender! How do you think I feel every time I get called a girl?

My dad: *dead silent, no doubt trying to think of more ways to change the subject*

Me: Dad, I want you to use the pronouns I want!

*we pull into driveway and I get out of car, literally about to have a mental breakdown*

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I'm crying right now so I am so sorry that this is kind of rushed. I don't know what I did wrong, but he just doesn't listen. He is an amazing dad but I don't know why he acted that way.

He's ignoring the whole subject and playing dumb. I dont know what else to say, but this just hurts me. I hate my mom and now my dad won't respect my gender and I just don't know what to do anymore. I also said some very unalive-myself things in front of him, and he ignores it! He ignores the signs I am literally telling him straight to his face.

If im not posting my usual happy content or if I don't post at all thw next few days, then I am so sorry. I need some time to clear my head. Thanks for all the amazing words on my last post, you all are more kind to me than my irl family. We aren't blood related, but I consider all of you my relatives :)

Dino out.

- Dino