UPDATE#3:What should I do in this situation?

Fri, 06 Dec 2024 00:31:38 +0000

This is probaly gonna be my last update on this topic for a week or two but anyways.

Me and Mars(NOT REAL NAME) were at school today and during first period we were working in the woodshop when these two ninth graders just come in see me and decide, "lets make her life a wreck" They come up to me and Mars and asks me for a wrist check(note I have been clean from SH-ing for about two weeks now) And I just lose it, I start screaming at them Mars is holding me back because I'm just out of control and more people were coming in seeing me act so wild and Mars lets go... He lets go and I jump onto the man who asked and they managed to get the hoodie off me and show my SH scars. Everyone stands there speechless. Mars is fighting tears as he helps me out and we go to a private section of the school, the very steep stairs is how its known. And me and him just start talking and it soon lead into a verbal fight about me and how I have been and I realize I am not a good friend. I overreact too much and what Mars had witnessed was so bad that he is scared for my safety. We go back and the two kids who asked for a wrist check are still there with my hoodie, now with red spray paint on it. I don't even notice though and Mars walks over to them and just starts yelling at them and I went into the tool section of the Wood shop and I just collapse, like black out collapse to where I don't know what happened. All three walk in and Mars starts shaking me trying to get me up but I couldn't move, or open my eyes. I could hear them but I just gave up right there. Mars go grabs one of the small shelf movers we use to carry shelves to classrooms and puts me on it, the boys who started this whole thing are so scared because they realized they almost got what they thought was a myth, they almost lost someone. And the shorter one just starts crying and the taller one is telling Mars, " Carry her instead, that thing is covered in wood stain and oil" So I'm lifted up and my best friend(Mars GF) and my GF see me and they help get me to the nurses. I'm not talking or moving, my eyes are not open the only thing I notice throughout the whole thing is just hearing their voices. I couldn't move at all. They are all there and the nurses asked what happened until they looked at me. It looked like I SH-ed but then they see the splinters in my skin and realize that I'm okay somewhat. My friends and my GF just sit their and the two boys turn themselves in because they felt they needed to be the ones who set the story straight. The Wood shop teacher was out grabbing papers when I blacked out. Third period comes we are still in the nurses when the school therapist comes and asks me a bunch of questions and then the big one, "Was this on purpose, did you SH on purpose" (Note I am completely functional at this time besides walking as when I blacked out I twisted my ankle badly) I tell her no and that I blacked out grabbing a tool from the cabinet. I'm sent back to class right before lunch and I'm holding on my GF because my left ankle twisted and I needed stability. The two kids who asked for the wrist check got ISS (in school suspension) For two days. During lunch Mars and his GF and my GF are eating but I am not due to the headache I still had. Me and Mars had next period together and he helps me get to math (I am so glad his GF is okay with this and is my second bestie) During math I am struggling due to a learning disability known as Dyscaculia and Dysgraphia. Most people mistaken it as Math dyslexia but it is different in many ways. I got my test back with a 23% and a do better message on it. I ask what I did wrong and she said I mixed most of the numbers up and plotted the points on the graphs and number lines wrong. I don't ask for anymore help because I know from my math teacher its pointless. Mars tries to help me and to be honest its a better grade than my last one so atleast my grade is up a little. At the end of school my GF helps me to the bustop and rides the bus home with me and we just sit in bed talking. She tells me a really serious thing before she left. She said, " Know that I am always here and that I love you" She kisses me and leaves. It was our first kiss. Its been a crazy rough day but we had our first kiss and it makes it all the worthwhile.

I dunno wat to do I miss her friendship I had tried to talk to her but nothing really works..!!

Thu, 05 Dec 2024 04:31:52 +0000

So maybe she's reading this but it has been a while since we last talked and I gotta say I miss laughing about silly things and sending each other tik-toks.

I had tried so hard to forget about her by making a new friends but I can't help but think about her

I may or may not

had a tiny crush on her

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UPDATE#3:What should I do in this situation?

I dunno wat to do I miss her friendship I had tried to talk to her but nothing really works..!!