:( - brain logs

Thu, 18 Jan 2024 16:01:26 +0000

ks please i beg of you to let me have a blog

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anyways

so today I didn't wake up

iM sO QUiRKy

my alarm didn't go off but my mom doesn't believe me D:

idk why

but uh yeah then she yelled at me and then slept making me late for school...

TW: abuse, scroll until you see !!

yesterday i had a strong suspicion i am being abused mentally and i was right :/. i googled things and according to some website my parents are bad and emotionally abusive (well i mean duh). dw i did good research at like the websites about abuse so dw!!

also now my friends are scared bc of the messages i sent in the gc about my parents being mad at me -

anyways today (so far) i made this cool art thing I'll post later, it's a paper with all the content creators i enjoy watching... and also it has 2 ships on there, c!TNTduo (ship name for c!quackity and c!wilbur, c! means character, NOT IRL PEOPLE) and skephalo (i only ship cc!skeppy and cc!badboyhalo bc they both said they are comfortable with it, and they are NOT minors :D, also cc! means content creators).

TW: derealization and talk about mental health, scroll until you see !!

...and uh yesterday my brother told me some concerning stuff. he's a lil insane according to some doctor and my brother forgot to take his meds yesterday. He's derealizationized (i think that's a word) so much that he thinks NOTHING is real and because of that he can do whatever he wants. Still, also he has this fake homophobic 'personality' so nobody likes him and gets close to him (emotionally) because he feels bad about what he's done to people and what he'll do to people in the future. luckily he has therapy today so he'll hopefully talk about that with his therapist and not me. i tld my parents btw :p

uh anyways- i decided my new name is alex a while ago, and uh

WHO IS ALIX

WHAT IS ONCOR

(context: we have this thing where we have a new PEFA (physical education/fine arts) class every 3 weeks for FA and eery 6 weeks for PE, and i got health which is considered physical education and my friend is in the same class)

also my response, "a," is amazing.

anyways byeeeeeeeeee <3

being bored - brain logs

Fri, 27 Oct 2023 15:52:34 +0000

my social science teacher is sick or something so now we have a sub. also my keyboard was broen so i had to use the on screen keyboard to type. it was not fun, but now my keyboard is fixed and i am happy :).

so um sorry for not making any posts and only commenting, i've been busy with school and my dad grounded me for like a week

and also my bff is breaking up with her bf bc 1, he was cheating and 2, she's moving on november 1st :(. my other friend got a bf tho and i'm so happy for him :D ofc i broke up with my bf like last month so i'm still single (probably for the best).

i got into coding club and our first session was last week on thursday :D! we had one this thursday (yesterday) too but i was going to throw up if i stayed in that school any longer bc the AC was broken so it was really hot :(

luckily my period ended yesterday so yay :D

anyways im tired of life and just wanna sleep so byeee

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