KidzTalk - Recent questions tagged depression

Kinda poetry ig (vent stuff bc the dysphoria gettin bad 2day)

Fri, 06 Jun 2025 18:36:20 +0000

I’ll say who I am,

And be rejected,

Try harder,

Try my best,

I look in the mirror,

Is that me staring back?

I can’t see

The being that is me,

Only a sack

Of flesh and bone,

With two eyes staring back.

Sometimes,

I imagine

What it would be like

To see myself clearly,

But the edges are blurring,

So quickly,

I can’t seem to find myself,

As if I’m lost in my mind,

My thoughts whizzing by,

That can’t be deciphered.

I miss being at home,

Comfortable in my body,

Existing,

Oblivious of what was to come.

they say,

The eyes are the windows to the soul,

But my soul seems to be torn,

As the eyes i call mine,

Stare aimlessly,

Trying to think.

Living is hard,

I try to be strong,

Until I fall down again,

It feels as if I’m trapped under a rock,

With no one to help.

I’m trapped in a hole,

That’s meters tall,

With no walls to climb,

And no way to see the top.

Try and lift me,

I’ll fall back down,

Immediately.

I’m trapped in

This cage we call

Humanity,

And they claim that

Everyone is part of it,

Until someone defies the norm,

Until someone doesn’t reach their standards.

poem

Mon, 27 Jan 2025 15:35:22 +0000

to bee or not to bee, that is the question

like if u cried

RIP (TW)

Mon, 27 Jan 2025 12:40:02 +0000

So my grandmom just died. I am going to her funeral. I am crying right now so...Isn't pain amazing?

Hey, it is me again

Thu, 03 Feb 2022 03:15:30 +0000

Yeah, it is me, cuber dude. I have been having some extreme level mental pain lately.

I have come pretty close to, ya know, ending it. The permanent way.

I can't actually tell anybody in my IRL life. My sisters would just say I am overreacting, my parents would just say I am doing it for attention, one of my friends is also depressed so he can't rlly help, and my other friend mainly uses it as a joke because she claims she is too but I don't think she is cause she never acts lile it and id always happy. Always.

I can't even do anything without getting in trouble, and i mean anything. Literally a couple days ago I got in trouble because I was trying to have cereal for lunch cause it sounded good, and I got in trouble cause apparently, even though nobody told me, we weren't allowed to have cereal for lunch. Stupid rule anyway.

I have also had a lot of personal problems going on, so I am just under a lot of stress and my life sucks.

My current favorite song is on cheerlesscheerleader probably knows, "Mask" by dream.

"I wear a mask with a smile for hours at a time"

"And when they ask me how im doing I say im just fine"

I will be here for a couple days, cause this is the only place that i can talk about it.

-cuberdude

until next time

Thu, 09 Jan 2020 01:25:05 +0000

I might now be on here very much, since I am having lots of depression and am failing at learning to accept myself, and like myself as much as I should. I just wanted to say thanks you to all of my friends on here and people who have supported me. So thank you.

Jabber

Need to tell y'all soemthing i you didnt already guess...

Thu, 21 Feb 2019 15:14:58 +0000

I am Luna Moonlight/Luna midnight/Fallen Dark Angel, and i cut. I know so many of you are going to comment this saying "dont cut, it' bad for you" but if cutting is bad for me I don' know what' good anymore. I am Cutter Girl, i am depressed, i have a lot of *beep* going on in my life and cutting is how I cope. Some of you won' believe me, if that is the case I can show you a picture of my scars, they are 100% real, i assure you. Some of you, like my friends on Kidznet know I'm depressed and know some of the *beep* going on with my life, but you might not have known I cut. Well I do, there isn' much to say, i started cutting recently actually.