KidzTalk - Recent questions tagged panic

Their not just makers...

Tue, 24 Dec 2024 04:16:39 +0000

A little bit of background knowledge I love art. To me it's so freeing. I can spend hours coloring and just existing. I was at a party and I got some new makers I had old makers but they were faded and they were terrible for details. These new ones? None of that. Perfect. They are basically my dream makers. Almost every night I sit and color just to get my brain away from the real world. I've done this so much that they apart of my routine now.

Any way my brother who is almost 17 and hasn't done anything with art since he was 9 wanted to borrow them. This surprised me and I asked him why he said to color in his room. It would be ok if we were coloring together but he didn't want that. At first I said no because like I said they bring me so much joy and I don't think I can trust him with them. eventually he said "they are just makers"

IM SORRY WHAT. Shure they may seem like just makers but they have made my life better in so many ways. Useing them is one of the few things that brings me joy. Eventually my mother made me let him use them. Later she found me on the floor having a full blown panic attack on the floor and we talked about bout it a little.

Later she gave him strict rules for my makers but we will see how that plays out tomorrow.

I think...

Fri, 31 Jul 2020 19:25:14 +0000

Heyo, it’s me Lemony!

This has all been so confusing to me but as y’all have been able to help me in lots of other things, I hope you can help with this too!

I think I may have anxiety. I don’t have panic attacks, but I have had a history of worry problems since i was 2 or 3. My first year in school, I had the traumatic (i mean, in the big picture it was probably nothing but as an anxious, noise sensitive child it was honestly terrifying) experience of having a fire drill happen when I was in the bathroom. I honestly can still feel how scared I was and actually whenever a fire alarm goes off I still freak out and sometimes almost cry. After that happened, for the whole first year of school I had the worst anxiety when useing the bathroom at school. I used it right before I left and right when I got home, and if i absolutely had to at school it wasn’t before a meltdown and forcing the teacher to tell me that there wasn’t gonna be a fire drill and her holding the door open while i used to bathroom. On multiple occasions i had full-blown panic attacks, and whenever a fire drill happened I couldn’t think straight for the rest of the day. Also, I’ve heard that anxiety manifests in stomach problems in young kids, I always used to complain about nausea in pre-k up until about 2nd grade, my teachers got exasperated when I went to the nurse and she said I was fine, but really I didn’t feel fine. I don’t really get panic attacks anymore, but last school year it started to manifest more and I had multiple panic attacks, I don’t think anyone really knew though because I hide them, I vividly remember one on the bus on the way back from a field trip, I felt a little sick, and everything was too loud and too bright, I couldn’t finish the school day and had to wait in the nurses office. I know all of these are big pointers for anxiety but somewhere inside of me there’s a little voice telling me that I’m faking it, faking it all, because i don’t get panic attacks a lot, I’m not visibly anxious, and I feel like if i told my parents they and my doctors would just dismiss it cause I don’t show my symptoms outwardly. What should I do?

Update......

Fri, 13 Mar 2020 08:50:46 +0000

Hey, Y’all.

welp, I had a fun Spring Break so far, we disinter Big Bend, Terlingua, Rio Bravo Ranch, and Chandler Ranch. Chandler Ranch actually had cabins and stuff, and a chef. THE FOOD WAS AMAZINGGGG! Anyways, right after we got home from all of this, just planning to swing by and pick up the go-kart and motorcycle before we go to my grandmas ranch, my brother... got sick. Yeah, and I’m emetophobic, so of course there I was having a panic attack in the corner of my moms room, when I have a panic attack I usually shiver uncontrollably, cry A LOT, and mumble stuff. It was really bad, and I wasn’t able to move out of the corner for a while without freezing up. I’m shivering now just thinking about it. On top of that, my day had already been kinda meh and sad, so that was THE WORST.

ALSO I WISH ID GOTTEN TO KNOW GEMMY BETTER THAT WAY I COULD GET HER EMAIL AND WE COULD BE EMAIL BUDDIES BECASE THAT WOULD BE AWESOME AND I THINK IM GETTING KN THIS WEEK

One last thing, my fursuit commission has been finalized, I paid the deposit to the maker, Meep’s Marvelous Monstrosities, and they will get to work when they’ve finished the slots before me :) :) :) :) :) :)