Neevie,
I'm so sorry your gong through all of this. I barley even know you but I want to help you so much. Is there anything I can do to help you?? I was made to help people. Thats just who I am. So please, don't hesitate. What can I do to make you feel better?? I'm sorry and that must be very very hard on you for your grandma to be sick on the same floor as your grandpa died on. I'm really sorry and when I read this I felt bad for you. I hope your life gets better and just like you helpe me when you don't even know me maybe I can help you too?? I hope we can be friends and get to know each other because you seem like you have been through some similar things to what I am going through. I'm sorry.
I'm really sorry your not getting sleep. Sleep is very important for your groth and development. Icknoe you are probably sitting there thinking, why does this girl sound like my medical doctor?? Well thats ok because I am just letting you know that you need sleep. Maybe you could try reading books before bed?? I remember that you said that you like drawing things so maybe you could draw before bed??another thing that you should do is listen to music before bed. It helps me sometimes when I'm crying but I don't really know if that is the sort of thing that you would do. But I hope any of this helps you and just know that you ar already loved by me (as a friend ofc) and everyone else!!
Xo,
Chels