(Credits to Elo)
Like Elo, recently I’ve been playing the game of love.
In this love- Journal I’m gonna to be documenting what happens to me in the crush department,day by day. I’ll attempt to remember to update this.
Before I start, I do want to say that I am a girl,and my crush is a girl. So if yoour going to spread hate in the comments,leave.
Let’s jump into iT
Sometime in January
I don’t rember exactly when,but this was when I became friends with my crush , whom we will call Sara, and another girl, whom we will Caroline. We the formed a trio of sorts,and became really close
Sometime in March
This is when I think I devolved a crush on Sara.
May 17th
Since March,I had been going back in forth in my head on whether or not I liked Sara. This all came to a when me and Caroline and Sara where making fun of sleeping beauty, and kinda acting it out, and I was sleeeping beauty and Sara was the prince, and instead of kissing me on the lips as she obviously wasn’t going to do that,she kissed me on the hand(well,pretending to be the prince and stuff) and I just couldn’t stop thinking about it and felt over the moon the rest of the day.
So I posted a question to kidztalk about this,and you guys confirmed my suspicions. I had a big fat crush.
After that,I started to have a bit of a crisis. I knew I could never ever tell her or Caroline. It would ruin everything if she didn’t like me back, which I don’t think she does.
May 19th
So today,I was playing some Roblox and then I got a text from Sara and Caroline, in our group chat,and we were joking around a bit and stuff. And then Sara texted me this “Tibbles! I made u earrings,and u better wear them. Or u DIE” (Tibbles is a nickname her and Caroline call me sometimes,it’s an inside joke) So basically I knew for a fact that I would probably wear them every single day for the rest of my life, because they where made by her.
As well,we where also planning for a sleepover we are going to have(the three of us) next month, and Sara told us to pick a number between 1 and 10, and whoever picks her number gets a bed to themselves at the aleepover(we are gonna be sleeping in the basement with two beds. And guess what, I think I subconsciously picked the wrong number,as now I am going to share a bed with Sara next month at the sleepover,which I’m pretty happy about ngl.