Virtual hug from me bro 
And I felt that. 
Anyways, "backstabbing??" What happened?? :O
Yeah, start of school can be a real bugger. But you can do it!! So only 'bout four months till Christmas vacation...
Really though, you can get through it. School starting is tough, but once you get the ball rolling, it gets easier. An object in motion, stays in motion!!
Life is kinda lonely for me too. So I def get that. I'm sorry :((( But hey, it's gotta get better from here, right!? 
Anyways, we're all here for ya, and if you ever need to talk, hmu!!
Best of luck, dude!! You can do it!! :D La pequeño sandia knows you can 