(im asorry if my typing is bad, i am typping with one hand, my or=her hand is on my head)
i haave anxiety, but yall know thar alredy. but my only way out, wgen the rest of the world wants to make my life heck, my only way out is to lay down, put on some music, and just cry. music is what makes me hsgb4 will tolive, i just cant escape thiis withourt music.
tthis stuff is happening to me aswe spweak, im crying rn acttusly, whar i woiuld do at this is lay fac down on my bed while listening to music and regretting my life decisons, buut my mom wont let me listen to music, she says i need to takw ssa "break". thats her exfcuse. i have ADHD so being bored as heck feels mentally painfyl, i dont even feel like typing anymmore. i kinda wanhna die rrn