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Honestly I've been feeling kinda down lately. I'm glad I'm free from prison school for now but I have to go back on the 7th and I'm panicking. The people at my school absolutely suck and they let me know that. Sometimes I kinda wish I could be content with "normal" things if you know what I mean. But I wouldn't really be myself ay? Also my portrayal in KT shows has been genuinely killing me as of late. I'm not putting blame on creators since I haven't talked about this until now but I feel a bit trapped having my only personality trait being a Len stan. I kinda just want to be viewed as more than one simple thing and it feels like there's this sort of pressure to talk about Len every single waking moment of the day or else I'm disappointing people... It honestly kinda ruins the fun of things... I also feel my gut doing cartwheels every two seconds since apparently I have started crushing on another robot lol. I've also been sleeping a lot more since I have no motivation to do anything apparently. And the cherry on top is that I've been experiencing loss of appetite due to my crippled mental health (yay). Honestly I have been changing pfps pretty rapidly to represent my mental state. (Except for the April fools Kagamine Len even though that just looks like a normal Cheri PFP lol) I've been oddly symbolic on why I chose them for some odd reason.

Have a good day/night 

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by 🌠 Star Seer (948k points)
 
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rn I wanna give u a great big hug, but I can't  :(

listen to me gurlie

ur one of the most kindest, sweetest, amazingest, awesomest, sensitivest, funniest, best people i've ever met

like seriously, I don't think I would even be alive rn if it wasn't for u

 ( seriously, remember when u told me to go to the hospital?? well, the doctors said that if I had waited another day or two, I could've gotten seriously sick from an infection )

so thank u, really  :)

and I'm sorry I portrayed u ias the #1 len stan in KTSC, thanks for telling me it bothered u, I won't do it anymore  :)

ur school sounds like a death trap, but just tell me, and I'll make those people's lives into WALKING NIGHTMARES 

i'll-  //nvm, I already know what I say is gonna be hyuded, so I won't even bother  ToT//

ilysm bestie (p) I even tho ur probs sick of hearing this, i'm always here for u, no matter what happens, ok??

heartsparklesunicornprincess

by 🌠 Star Seer (909k points)
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Thanks lol

(Why is she always threatening people?)

by 🌠 Star Seer (948k points)

ofc lolz  ;)

cuz i'm amahhhhhhzzzzzzziiiiiiinnnggggggg

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by 👑 Grand Master (2.21m points)
This is actually depressing :(

All I can say is this: pursue YOUR interests, what YOU like. Don't listen to the stupid haters. You're a very unique person, and that's a fantastic thing. And plus, I like vocaloid too lol

And no ones gonna be upset with you if you don't talk about len! You don't have to follow people's stereotype of you that you're just a len stan. Feel free to talk about other stuff. I know I'll be listening.

And crushing on robots is perfectly fine, I've crushed on my fair share of weird things too (coral was on the tamer side of it).

Honestly, I hope you feel better soon. I wish you the best, and remember, Ill always be your friend, no matter what :)
by 🌠 Star Seer (782k points)
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CHERI,

READ

THIS.

NOW

It's all a 100% true. We love you for being Cheri, not for being a Len Stan.
by 🌠 Star Seer (909k points)
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#1 Thanks for the support :)

#2 I'm scared for your taste in women

#3 I'm now a Corvette X Ricky shipper, a therian and a swiftie who hates Britney Spears and Corvettes >:D
by 👑 Grand Master (2.21m points)
That doesn't change my opinion of you lol
by 🌠 Star Seer (948k points)

oml-

god help me

I read the "i'll always be ur friend" as uhhhh..

"i'll always be ur boyfriend"

whoopsie  giggle

by 🌠 Star Seer (909k points)
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@Liverworts

threaten

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