Mostly just me writing it down bc I don't have a journal.
I wanted to meet with my friend because it was the first day of break, so I went to ask my mom. We wanted to get dropped off at a beach and walk around. I asked her and she said hmmm I'm not sure because of the timing when I would pick u up, I have to drop your sister 20 mins away in 30 mins and then meet with the vet. And I was like my friend offered to drop me back off, and she just didn't say anything for like a minute. So I was like is that ok? And she said JEEZ I JUST WANT TO TAKE A NAP OK AM I NOT ALLOWED THAT?? CAN WE DO THIS LATER? And I calmly said well, if you nap, you will then have to immediately drop my sister off and then meet with the vet and by that time it will be too late and I won't end up going. And in my head I was thinking, she knows that, so I added so I can't go. And she started yelling about how I'm putting words into her mouth and how I'm ungrateful and she will get around to it even though it is impossible for her to...........
Yeah. She does stuff like that a lot, and anytime I ask for anything she ignores me and says I have to do something, or asks to do it later, or changes the subject. And I am constantly walking on eggshells trying to get what I want and need without making her go crazy
