I was at my cousins birthday party today and I realized how undervalued and misplaced I am in my family like everyone has something going for them a few years ago I want to be a dancer and my parents signed me up for dance class but then my niece decided to dance too I watched her once though everyone would think she was better and never danced again and now everytime I see her or hear something dance related I try not to say it should have been me everytime I have something good happens to me somebody always comes and steals the spotlight I have always wanted one chance to shine one chance to prove I'm enough I'm not close to any of my family. All my life I've been treated like a out cast and stuff all because I'm not they're kid like I had to watch my cousins get lots of presents while I didn't get that much so now at every family reunion I try to sit alone because I hate having to watch everyone else live my dream am I wrong for saying it should have been me or it could have been me
