Resentment is to hold a grudge
or rather, a grudge is resentment for a long period of time.
Resentment happens when someone wrongs you and mistreats you.
So why am I feeling this? --They did nothing wrong.
I'll be leaving them in a week (fingers crossed), so why do I care?
What am I holding against them?
They have every right to live the way they're living, after all.
Reap what you sow.
I was the one who messed up.
Not them.
So why do I feel anger every time I see them in the halls, living their lives?
What is it I'm holding against them?
The fact that I messed up?
I try to live my life without regrets.
I don't regret messing up.
I am living the life I choose.
The life I made for myself.
"Every action has an equal and opposite reaction."
I know this.
I live life knowing and accepting and anticipating when this happens.
When I harvest the crops I planted
Why
do I
feel bitter?
Why
is there
resentment?
