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HAHA! I knew this would happen yet my silly little mind thought it would be a great idea until the last second cry_smile

OH MY BOOZOKERS! Tell me why I asked my cousin Juju (remember him I think I mentioned him once whatchutalkingabout_smile) to tell albino bat I like him and last time I got friend zoned! Mind you THIS IS THE SECOND TIME angry_smile

and I just found out Juju has been friends with albino bat and my classmate who also went to camp with me and I'm not sure if I made him a nickname but I would recheck after this gets accepted a-B) for now we shall call him Bidty, that's what they call him at school anyway shrug BIDTY LITERALLY KNOWS ALBINO BAT PERSONALLY AND IM GOING TO CRY BECAUSE WHAT DO YOU MEAN HE KNOWS HIS FAMILY jawdrop

I already apologized to albino bat for running off because I got scared at the last second a-^^

BUT HEY AT LEAST I HAVE OTHER CRUSHES LIKE MINNIE, PIKA, and I know this is a bad one...but RACCOON fear

Nana out!embarrassed_smile

1 Answer

1 vote
by 🌙 Enchanter (491k points)
Nana...

What made you think he changed his mind? Did he start acting differently or...?
by 🔮 Warlock (56.8k points)
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I have no idea what I was thinking but one instance he got really nervous when he saw me and I didn't think anything of it then I started having feelings again and just yeah...that's what happened T_T

by 🌙 Enchanter (491k points)
1

Ohh...

Um yeah, nervous does not equal crush. a-=( 

If that was true than I would have been free of my 15 year streak when I was 13. wilted-rose

Man, human attraction is such a strange and fickle thing.

I actually have a new crush right now. You want the tea?

by 🔮 Warlock (56.8k points)
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ALWAYS TELL ME FATHER IM INTRUIGED IN YOUR LIFE angry_smile

and yes I know being nervous does NOT mean you liek somebody or that person cry_smile but you know it was more of my decision and I like him still because...3rd time is the charm? a-^^

by 🌙 Enchanter (491k points)
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You're hopeless, girl stupid


Okay, so, basically, I moved to MD right? New school, new parental figures, new opportunities, new everything! In said school, I made a friend in Spanish. We'll call her Q. 

So, me and Q started hanging out, but it wasn't because she wanted to be friends, it's just that she's bored. So I am like, sure okay. shrug

Then after the second day in class of us hanging together, one of the guys were like "yall dating or smth?" because we were sitting next to eachother, grinding on block blast (My school is an online dead spot. Trashy wifi and no service). After that, she stopped hanging out with me for the rest of the period. It bumbed me out a bit, but allowed me to try to get a feel of my classmates, when suddenly. fear

I see the prettiest girl I ever laid my eyes upon. I had found my type and she was the definition of it: androgynoustic, leaning towards female, but could also be a boy (idk what Im attracted to anymore). She was in cute baggy clothes with a beanie that covered her hair.

I make sure not to stare or be creepy and turn away, pretending to scan the room boredly.

Anyways, the next time I'm in Spanish class, Q introduces me to her! I manage to keep my cool and be myself, if only a little more eager for conversation which I got to hide because she was eager to know what NY was like and how school is there. We quickly become great friends when I learn about her strict parents and what she's experienced in MD. 

So, I end up learning that she (gender verified) used to date here best friend, who was also in the class. I didn't here anything about anyone current so... maybe I have a shot?

Well, tonight, I got her number!! But also learned that she is with someone currently :( its the small victories that count, I suppoose.

So yeah, her gf is now an S class op. I don't want to wish CG (crush girl) ill, but her gf on the other hand big-eyes

Actually, knowing CG, her girl is probably a great person and I shouldn't wish her ill, but still. She is public enemy #1. angry_smile

by 🌙 Enchanter (491k points)
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Holy yap skull

Also, she so far has given me several hugs, claiming I'm a great hugger (about 4, I think). But this other friend I made today I think might be developing a crush on me and idk what to do. wilted-rose

The reason I have suspicion is because she also wanted several hugs from me in a row, claimed I am comfy, seems to stare at me sometimes and struggles making eye contact with me (Though, that could of course be her being introverted shrug).

She also said something that I'm not ready to dig into yet, so I'll avoid it for now. bucktooth

by 🔮 Warlock (56.8k points)
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OOH THATS TUFF BUT IF SHE HAS A GF A.K.A CG TAHTS LOWKEY KINDA AWKWARD fear

by 🔮 Warlock (56.8k points)
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DANG YOU HIT A JACKPOT KINDA? omgomg

And yes im hopeless BUT STILL 3RD, 4TH, 5TH, ECT MORE TIMES ARE THE CHARM cry_smile

by 🌙 Enchanter (491k points)
1

Yeah... I don't think CG is into me. She literally said, "you're a good kid, M." And proceeded to pat my shoulder. Not to .mention, me and her held a long conversation bc she was on her uhh... girl exclusive thing and I have sisters.

Well, this girl also has some emotional baggage that I don't know if Im ready for (the other girl who struggles with eye contact). She had a lot of bullies when she was younger and they were vicious. They actually stole her lunch and tripped her and stuffs. It also didn't help that they were all males. wilted-rose

by 🔮 Warlock (56.8k points)
1

OKAY WHAT THE ACTUAL BOOZOKERS jawdrop

Thats sad oh my a-=(

by 🌙 Enchanter (491k points)
1

Yep. melting-smiley

Idk what to do. I'm hanging out with her during the second half of lunch today. (I don't know how I feel about this at all)

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