Hi you guys. Its Sr.Sockman/Marz. Uhhhhhhhhh. I wasnt the most popular on here. Quite frankly I only really talked to a handful of you, not that thats a problem, you guys are awesome, which is why im making this.
I used to post/respond to things on here everyday. Last time I did that was early April. Its now almost June. I left for a reason that isnt anyone heres fault, but still for a reason nonetheless.
Due to a combination of family conflict and personal mental health, ive fallen into a dangerously low mental state. Its gotten so bad as a matter of fact, that i cannot even tell you guys in detail because as brief as this is my previous attempt on speaking of this was taken down. COUGH COUGH KT >:(
due to this situation ive neglected myself to a serious degree. Ive isolated a lot due to that and it appears to me that everyday is slowly getting worse. It is because of that ive decided I will no longer be involved here, nor in many of the activities i used to be in. I may check in here every once in a while sure, but if im going to be blunt im focused on staying alive. I do not wish to hurt any of my loved ones with my current state, so im focusing on fighting my mental health.
I dont even know if what im typing is comprehendible. I cant focus. But just know that I am physically safe right now, and it will stay that way. As stated this isnt targeted to any of my friends, family, or loved ones, this is my mental health collapse unfortunately. I hope you all have a good day, week, month, and year. Thank you.
