idk if this is a vent or what. but i've been so unproductive lately. I woke up at 11 am today, did the bare minimum (yk like brushing teeth and hair and drinking water) but beside from that i was just on my phone all day. and i'm so dissappointed in myself man :/ I barely went outside either. I want to go on walks, and explore my neighborhood and all that, but I always have to bring a sibling because i'm probably "too young" and that's just insanely inconvenient and obnoxious. i'm sick and tired of the internet and I want to do things but I just don't have much. like I don't have kandi string or supplies for anything and I don't have my own money to buy it :/ on top of that my brother constantly makes jokes about me "smelling" or being pathetic in general and it's been really taking a toll on my self-esteem and possibly even mental health. btw, you guys don't have to respond with something super nice, please don't feel pressured. this is just something I wrote because I was bored and I don't want you to feel like you have to say something kind
