some times you need to find good in your life to help over shadow the bad. go out have fun, exercise, do somthing that will get your mind of all the bad things worrying about all these things are pointless because its all how others see you, other people are going to see you smart, some not, some people will think your pretty/handsome some wont, you have to find and surround yourself with people who see the good in you and know who you truley are.