I really wish I wouldn't have to post this, but I'm just going through too much right now, and I don't have much time for Kidztalk. This explains why I've gone inactive for a little bit.
There's one good reason for why I've been inactive. It isn't the only reason, but it's a main one. And it's probably because today has just sucked the whole time.
A kid threw a calculator at me. My best friend, of all people, has been ignoring me. I'm just not doing too good right now. I probably won't be tomorrow either, or the next day, or probably for the whole week. I just feel like all of my classmates have it better than me. Even the class bully has someone to laugh with. And me? Kicked to the curb. During lunch, thought I'd say something funny. Nobody hears me, so the class clown repeats my joke and everyone laughs. Selective hearing, I sense. What just triggers me is the fact that I've done nothing to make people treat me the way they did today. Every other day was fine, so why is it this day has to be so horrendous? I practically spent whole afterschool tutoring crying in the bathroom. I'm not sure what people said while I was gone, but I just wish I could hear their thoughts. Know what they're thinking. Maybe they wouldn't even care, because I'm just another classmate. You know, during lunch, a lot of kids on my table were laughing uncontrollably, mostly because somebody was constantly making fart noises, and at that moment, I just wanted to tell everyone to shut up. Yeah, their laughing was harmless, but I wasn't feeling my best and all that annoying, high pitched laughing was making matters worse. I know I sound weird. I could've just used the restroom. But that's not the point. Even if I did, that wouldn't change anything. I wouldn't feel any better.
So, now that you've read me rant on about all this stuff, it's time I say what this whole post is about. Leaving.
Will I leave forever? No. I'll probably come back in about 7 weeks, basically a month, maybe 3 months, but I'm not leaving completely, so don't worry. As I said earlier though, things just haven't been working out for me, so I think this break will rejuvenate me. Not sure if I used rejuvenate correctly, but hopefully you get what I mean. Anyways, I can't leave without acknowledging some legendary users on here.
WhyHelloThere
corvettefan1982
nobodyimportant
PUMPKIN
Ricky (congrats on hitting 1 million btw)
dtripskool
cat_cat
LK CH3RI
Bõøkëř12
kidzsearch
Doglover
~bittersweet_kitten~
EloquentRacer92
and don't think I forgot,
fartmaliciousnugget
Goodbye. I hope to see you all again soon.
- Twinkie Fingies
