Pffft, everything's fine!

Question

Ngl I'm slowly going insane. My head hurts from being stressed and stuff. I keep getting stains on my desk, I got my craft knife rusty and I a stain on my school bag so that's been driving me a bit insane. My head is throbbing from overthinking literally every moment of my life. I just really don't want to talk to anybody irl. I also learned as of recently I'm really good at lying about my mental health. My classmates shipped me yesterday and I genuinely feel sick to my stomach. Nothing feels fun rn. I just want to sleep till Monday. It feels like my grades have been slipping and my mental state has been crumbling into pieces. I hate the fact that everyone around me seems so comfortable and happy in public, but I'm not. I spend most of my time in social gatherings in the bathroom tbh. KT has also felt oh so dull. I miss some people so much. It feels like nothing new has been happening, just drama after drama. I hope things get better in high school. I can't exactly get better at social interaction when everyone hates me. 

I'll start planning something for my 500K milestone I guess. At least that's something to do...

Answer 1

that's how I felt after my parents died

but trust me, it'll get better, I promise  :]

here's a dancing len to cheer u up lolz

Comments

Ur parents died!?

Answer 2

Okay this might sound weird or cringe but I highly recommend meditation and light stretching. It might seem stupid but it really helps. It helped through hard times when I was really lonely and slightly depressed butnI had to act happy and how I usually am. It gave me strength to make more/betters friends and to get rid of toxic people in my life. I hope things get better for you. Please please try it

Answer 3

I feel that way sometimes too.

I wish you the best, Cheri-kun.

Answer 4

I feel the same way sometimes...

Hope you are okay!

Answer 5

Did you take some medicine for the headaches? I dunno if that will help or not. Maybe you should tell your family what your going through? Even if you don't feel like talking, maybe you should. You could try to tell your classmates to stop shipping you, but A) I don't think that will work, and B), you don't feel like talking.

Just so you know Chei, I absolutely hate being out in public. I don't know if it's for the same reasons you do, but please know that I will always be avaliable for listening to you rant. You are by far one of the most influential people on here, along with such a great personality.

I can definitely agree KT has been dull :<

And I don't hate you <3

Not everyone does either, you just have to find them.