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i never really expected to “vent” on here but here i ami feel really pathetic posting this lel

i dont get much sleep lol. i think thats a bit obvious. my parents dont know that though……….but this morning my dad found out somehow and he was really mad about it for some reason 

like uh he beat me up aand broke my phone and headphones in half.

also im not doing very okay snd ive been cutting myself.. i have above 70 marks on my arms and legs :( its hard to quit because i always end up doing it again ,,

stay hydrated and always remember to #staykablooey 

Answer 1

lock in twin and fight back maybe you'll win

Answer 2

Scream into a pillow, beat up a pillow, buy a punching bag and box it, buy bubble wrap, or just rip paper like you said. But I swear to god.... do not do that to yourself.

And I'm going to pray away your father

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thank you nobi  ill try all of those

Answer 3

i'm so so so sorry that happened to you D: no one ever deserves being treated that way over something like that

also, i struggle with self harm as well and i know what its like not being able to stop, just know you're not alone

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thank you seal dandruff  seriously

i hope youre doing okay ^_^

Answer 4

unless its a Chinese phone what he did was mildy ok

I swear if anyone says aBuSe I'm gonna crash out

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How is beating your child and destroying their things ok- I mean, I get punishment but that seems more than a bit excessive..

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How is beating a child and breaking their things ever ok?!?! (My dad does it to me too)

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what if it was some random ahh Chinese phone

and its discipline how in the world is he supposed to be focused when he's half awake

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It most likely wasnt a fake phone, even if it was he still should not be breaking their things, beating only instills fear not respect so it is not dicipline -just abuse, my dad used to beat me (now he just verbally abuses) it completely destroyed my mental health. So no it is not appropriate dicipline.

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happens to me when I do something wrong and I didn't say fake phone Chinese phones are real phones that cost 40 dollars

Answer 5

1. Don't feel bad about venting. Everyone goes through stuff and it's good to tell people.

2. You may need to talk to your doctor about your sleep issues they may prescribe you something or give you tips for falling asleep

3. That js ***. I care about yall and none of yall should have to go through that. It's really messed up.

4. Please stop. There's no reason you should have to take out your anger and frustration on yourself. It's not your fault and it can have severe effects in the future. If you feel up to it, talk to your doctor. If not, just try to resort to something else. Maybe try writing how you feel in a journal.. if that doesn't work please don't continue cutting, even biting has to be better. Ik this sounds silly, but maybe stack paper and try to rip it in half. It's harmless, but (if you stack it enough) can be difficult and is a way to let out your anger. Please stop hurting yourself. It's not your fault. You really should talk to your doctor..

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thank you ^_^ ill try to rip paper instead