I told my friend I had a crush on her and asked her to be my platonic gf last week (we have school one day a week bc online school) AND SHE SAID SHE'LL THINK ABOUT IT AND IM RLLY SCARED BC I GOOGLED STUFF AND IT SAID IT USUALLY IS A POLITE WAY OF SAYING NO AND I FEEL LIKE THROWING UP WAAAAAAA MY STOMACH HURTS AND ON THURSDAY THATS WHEN WE GO TO SCHOOL AND IM REALLY NERVOUS AND SCARED :(
