not to jinx things, but things have been getting slightly better.
if yall have been reading my life updates these past few months, things have not been great. ive been really depressed for a number of reasons, like my parents, losing people i really cared about (one to death, and two just arent close to me anymore), like a few girls bullying me at school, etc.
what has really helped is my long distance best friend. idk if he knows it, but when he and i text every night, it helps me get over the pain of each day, like people saying super rude stuff and bullying me at school. anyways that helps alot.
i started out the trimester wrong, so my grades are really messed up and wonky now, so hopefully that gets better.
ive tried to pray more and get closer to Jesus, which is working a bit, over Advent (for non religious people, Advent is the 4 weeks leading up to Christmas) to pray more (not counting asking for stuff) and just become closer to God
i tried to give up yt shorts... but... knowing me, that didn't work out too well. i get really scared for the future, but im trying to help myself through it with God's guidense and help.
Anyways at school these 6th grade girls at musical practice that are in my group have been constantly bullying me, like when imcleaning tables at lunch they stare at me, and are like, "you missed a spot", like GURL WUT
and there is one girl in our grade that is super mean to me nonstop and i reported her to the school counceler and principal :3 i promise im not a snitch, it just got REALLY bad.
its just the past year or so im trying to become less annoying (talk less) so therefore, she just finds me an easy target (so do the 6th graders) anyways BESIDES that, lifes been going slightly better
my health is SLIGHTLY better, so hopefully it stays good :)
im trying to be more optimistic, and im really sorry im not on kidztalk as much. its just really hard to find time (I SOUND LIKE EVAN, NO THIS CANT BE HAPPENING-)
SORRY ABOUT THAT MILD CRASHOUT REALIZATION-
anyways, ive become closer with some people from the grade under me, and long distance friends :3
thats pretty much all, overall its been better, (and when i have time, watching "The Middle" helps a LOT) but still stressful
2 WEEKS LEFT UNTIL CHRISTMAS BREAK <3
bye guys
PS - CHECK OUT MY ABOUT ME PAGE, I UPDATED IT AND I WANT SOME PEOPLE TO LOOK AT IT :3
-annie
