ig to me it's kinda leaving your "earthly" form behind, leaving your existence behind you, knowing you will never return. kinda when your soul travels to somewhere beyond this planet, to either Heaven or Hell.
i'm not depressed, js thinking about death a lot lately. lowkey catch myself thinking if anyone would mourn me, or if anyone would actually love me, and care for the fact that i'm gone (this answer is turning into a vent lol)
idk why, but it feels like i'm drifting away from everyone that I used to love/be close to. some of my friends seem as if they don't like me, my cousin, who I was extremely close to, lowkey turned away from me. I feel like there's no one I can rant to, and there's no one willing to listen.
might make a post about this, idk