I’m crying

Question

So my mom’s (former) friend used to live in our old house. All this drama happened and the friend moved out. The friend had four kids, and one has been my best friend since I was born

Well today my moms former friend sent some nasty messages to my parents and my dad told me to delete the contact of my long-time bestie

so I just lost another friend

And I barely HAVE any irl friends

So this hurts so much

Especially bcuz I’ve known the person since I was born

So now I’m crying because I’m alone in my room and therefore willing to cry

School was good, and I thought I could have a good day for once. Welp, every time I hope for a good day something bad always happens

So I guess I don’t deserve good days

Anyways yeh

-Ivy

Answer 1

im so sorry. you absolutely deserve good days. you are so kind and with what i've seen on your posts, you go through a lot.

Answer 2

Oh…

I lost a friend in a similar way that you did in the past

They were the first friend I had in the US

I hope things get better for you soon <3

Until dusk…

~ Umber <they/them>

Answer 3

I’m so sorry abt that

P.S!!!

Selective mutism is NOT choosing not to talk! Selective mutism is involuntarily going mute in certain situations. People with selective mutism can NOT control when they go mute, which can be very heard to explain to others.

I wanted to add this because before I reaserched it, I thought that ment people selectively chose to go mute, which is NOT the case.

Comments

Thanks for telling me that

Now I’m confused and need research lolz

-Ivy

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Np.

P.s. u do deserve the good days