Question

Hi mortals loyal friends! I'd like you to sit down.

Why do they have to sit down?

DID ANYONE ASK YOU—

Wait, no, I wasn't talking to you, I was talking to Kevin 

Anyway, I would just like to talk about some things, if you don't mind?

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Who am I kidding, you're probably not reading this anyway... This is going to be like my last venting post where it gets really dark and I only get one or two vaguely supporting replies because people always expect me to be the happy one who always gets over her problems because she has to support others... You'll probably say I'm wrong, try to force yourself to console me, but I don't want that. I don't want you to feel like you have to support me.

I've lost the majority of my very good friends here...

I've been slacking on my stories and struggling to keep them up...

I've lost a lot of my motivation for doing things...

My activity has been reduced to just commenting or answering with dry humor...

I feel like I'm sort of fading away from this site sometimes...

I don't want to leave...

Because I know that I'll miss you all...

And I don't like missing out on things, haha...

My internal vents are also this choppy, too....

This is basically just my thoughts at this point...

I love you all...

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nobodyimportant out—

Answer 1

:], I legit made myself stand up so I could read the intro again.

I know you don't want us to have to support you, but most of us do genuinely care and want to help.

Take a good, long break if you want. You'll be horribly missed (as one would expect). But if it's the best for you, do it (And when you get back we can give you a good, long review of what you missed).

I don't think any of us want you in a difficult situation, so do whatever you want.

Vent all you want, we will listen, and try to help, even if we can't do anything in the end.

And FYI, (any degree of) depression is present in around 50% of teens (which I'm just assuming you are), so you wouldn't be alone if you felt alone. We're here for you.

Comments

I can't tell you how much this means to me...

I'm stubborn to give in to anything being wrong, so I probably won't allow myself to take a break, haha...

Just trying to find humor in things. I don't like completely offloading on you guys, I feel like it's too far out of character x3

I don't really like to talk about my feelings, so maybe that's why my vents are so sporadic.

Thank you, really, for replying to this :]

And thank you for sitting down x]

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Thank you, you are very loved.

Answer 2

I know this is my serious post, but the views are a very funny number.

Why? I dunno, I just hear that said a lot.

Comments

Well it's not now...

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Aww man...

Answer 3

WE LOVE YOU SM TOO

Answer 4

I swear if you leave i will bawl my eyes out

Comments

I won't leave, don't worry :]

Besides, I don't want anyone crying about me, it would make me very sad x3

Answer 5

You ain’t fading away from this site. You’re pretty active, maybe even one of the most active on here.

Comments

“Ain’t”?

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I try to be... I really, really do try to be as active and happy as I can..

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But as always, if you want to take a break, then take a break!

And also, I love you :) (platonically obviously)

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I love you too, Elo! (p l a t o n i c a l l y)

I don't know if I can take a break, really x3

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Ain't

Answer 6

Nobi don't leave. I absolutely love you, you are one of my fave people here

Comments

:o

Really???

That means the absolute world to me, Carly! I didn't think you thought of me as that close of a friend... Thank you so much :']

Answer 7

I'll never leave. I may become very inactive but never totally.

Take your time with posting your stories

YOU ARE NOT FADING AWAY.

Comments

Thank you, Mcn :]

Answer 8

No Nobi don’t leave! Everyone loves you, your stories are awesome and your humor isn’t dry. We love you so much Nobi!(platonically ofc)

Also, you can leave when you are user of the month!

Comments

I'm not going to leave, I just...

I'm just at a loss right now.