Yaaayyy so preppy -_-
WARNING *POOP TALK* *KINDA REALLY GROSS*
So ehem. I have these constipation problems which is weird to talk about because... yk. Poop
A lot of people just think its this thing where u can't poop, big deal, so you poop every 3 days, whatever.
But most people ignore the fact that its PAINFUL
PAIN
AND
AGONY
It feels like someone put rocks in all my organs and started shmooshing them around. I'm already on a really high dose of a laxative, and still having problems. Early this summer we went out to dinner and I COULD NOT EAT
I kid you not the food looked DELICIOUS pork pineapple tacos, honey-tossed-brussels, they even had delicious looking mango mocktails with DRY ICE IN IT SO IT BUBBLED IT LOOKED SO COOL AND YUMMY AND MANGO IS MY FAV FRUIT!!!!!!!!
But at the time, it all looked disgusting because I was in PAIN
Girls if you know what cramps feel like it feels like that x10. we were with my grandpa I only see once every few years and I spent most of the dinner in the bathroom, trying to poop until my dad told me I shouldn't bc I could twist my intestines. I didn't eat anything for around 2 days, and took a lot of laxatives. I had a few days worth of poop, and the first time I pooped it was ROCK HARD and also painful and I thought *whew* glad that's over.
It wasnt
I spent the ensuing two days with 
preppy explosive diarrhea
Pain.
So I wasted so much time with my Grandpa and most of that time was pain.
But now I feel like I'm starting to get constipated again 
So if I don't post for a while, that's why ToT
It also causes digestive problems because even if I'm not concious of my constipation, it sends signals to the brain basically saying NO NO NO MORE FOOD WE HAVE NO SPACE
So... yeah
Thanks for listening guys
