Awww I’m so sorry you have to go through that! I kinda have been through that with my brother before, where I hate him and love him at the same time. Maybe try talking this out with someone. If you can’t with your new parents, try telling a counselor. Really, if you can’t, I’d say don’t snap back at them when they’re mad. Instead, go to a different room and say, I need a few minutes alone. That way, they can calm down too! And you guys can talk about it when your feeling calm!
Hope this helps, Kat ♡︎