This is kind of a long story lol. So, have fun!
So, when I was in 4th grade I found out I was lesbian. Honestly, I kind of felt like I was my entire life because When I was in elementary school all of my friends had "crushes" and their crushes were all guys. So, to fit in with them I started to force myself to like some guys in my grade. It NEVER felt right for me to like them. Usually I would only like them for less than a month because I would get tired of liking them.
And when 4th grade rolls around my parents started talking to me about the LGBTQ+ community. And so, I was like, hmmmm... I think I might be lesbian. So, I started to ask some people I knew in my class and they said, "Yeah, you are definitely not straight!" So, I kept it a secret to my friends and family because I was scared that they would be homophobic about it...
And then, last year, (5th grade) I told my best friend that I had a crush on her... She also did and so we started "dating". It lasted for about a week because she thought I cheated on her with another girl. Lol and before we started "dating" I wrote a note to her saying that I liked her.
I accidentally brought the note home and my mom found it and when she asked me, "are you lesbian?" I almost passed out on my bedroom floor. I was freaking out! She told me that it was ok and the next day I decided to tell my best friends that I was lesbian.
I told them and they said, "uh, mk I guess..." I looked at them weirdly and I moved on from it. We never really had any fights and they all were good friends to me! But, I did think it was odd that they acted that way when I told them.
I honestly think they may have forgotten that I told them because a couple weeks ago at lunch this girl sitting at our table asked all of us if we supported the LGBTQ+ community. I said yes but my two other friends were like, "No, that stuff is dumb!" I stood up quickly and ran to the bathroom and stayed in there until the lunch bell rang for 5th hour.
Honestly, I don't know if I should still be friends with them because I've been friends with them since KG! Please help me! I don't know what to do!