Awe! I'm so sorry you are thinking that, and I know you may already know this, but NOBODY here is trying to hurt you with the amount of points they have! You might know this too, but I am suffering from heart disease. I know how you feel with having a serious disease and being very sick, I got you. And I am sorry if this is coming out wrong to you, because I am not trying to offend you, but I think it is kind of strange that you want to kill yourself over the amount of points people have. Because I bet you are a wonderful person who doesn't deserve to die just because of the amount of points somebody has. Believe me, I have had suicidal thoughts before, plus having heart disease, anorexia, etc. But whatever you do, DON'T let the amount of points of a person get to you, because I would be so darned sad if kidzsearch lost an amazing person (Like yourself) just because of an amount of points someone has. Keep going!