(we can answer better on edmodo)
Anyways, you are depressed, and I don't want this to sound the wrong way, but you need help. Guidance councilors are at school for you to talk to about you! We HIGHLY Suggest you talk to them. And if you aren't comfortable talking about it on here, use edmodo. WE NEVER SHARE anything with any members. You simply are assigned to only 1 member, and they will NOT share anything you say.
We figured it may be hard to talk about your dad here, with everyone being able to see it and all. We can only continue to help you if you give us permission.