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Oh neevie.
I'm so so sorry for you. And in fact, I do remember that post about how you said that your grandma wasn't doing great. And I know you probably don't like hugs but boy do I wish that I could come over and hug you right now. I'm so sorry and just know that if you ever want to message me I am here. I know that you barley know me well at all but I have a feeling that you are a good person asn you don't deserve for any of this to happen to you. I'm praying for your grandma and I'm so sorry about her cancer. I wish I really really really really really really wish I could help you. But I guess I can just try and comfort you. 
I'm so sorry neevie. And I hope you at least know that you can always talk to me and I'm sorry your feeling down. Talk to me whenever. For real. I tell this to everyone. Even if you need a person to vent to in the middle of the night just click on send a message and message me. Don't feel worried about it. Trust me friend, i have been through tins for my age. (I'm literally 12) I know I'm much younger then you but like owl said I have been through a ton for my age. And I guess it makes me want to help people. Just please message me whenever or make a post for me if you have any questions.
Like I said before I am praying for you and your grandma and I hope you know that even though you are new on here, you are loved. Just remember that we are all here for you girl. And I always wished there was a cure to cancer. Like, something that makes it not real. Its sad.
Hope you get better,
Xo,
Chels
