Uh so basicly I just want to say that you aren't good enough, but it isn't just you. We all don't deserve to go and be with God forever, but God showed us mercy, He decied to send His Son Jesus down to the earth to die for us. Jesus took on our punishment, now it is our choice to belive in Him or not. But we don't just get to heaven, and be with God forever by our good deeds. We are all sinners, so we all aren't perfect, and Gods standered is perfection, so Jesus died on the cross to make us clean. So basicly what I am saying is that you could be really good, but if you don't put your faith in Jesus, belive that He died on the cross, rose on the third day, and also amit that you are a sinner, you wont get to be with God forever. So just don't worrie about if you are good enough or not because the simple answer is that we all aren't.