ks please i beg of you to let me have a blog
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anyways
so today I didn't wake up
iM sO QUiRKy
my alarm didn't go off but my mom doesn't believe me D:
idk why
but uh yeah then she yelled at me and then slept making me late for school...
TW: abuse, scroll until you see 
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yesterday i had a strong suspicion i am being abused mentally and i was right :/. i googled things and according to some website my parents are bad and emotionally abusive 
(well i mean duh). dw i did good research at like the websites about abuse so dw!!
also now my friends are scared bc of the messages i sent in the gc about my parents being mad at me 
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anyways today (so far) i made this cool art thing I'll post later, it's a paper with all the content creators i enjoy watching... and also it has 2 ships on there, c!TNTduo (ship name for c!quackity and c!wilbur, c! means character, NOT IRL PEOPLE) and skephalo (i only ship cc!skeppy and cc!badboyhalo bc they both said they are comfortable with it, and they are NOT minors :D, also cc! means content creators).
TW: derealization and talk about mental health, scroll until you see !!
...and uh yesterday my brother told me some concerning stuff. he's a lil insane according to some doctor and my brother forgot to take his meds yesterday. He's derealizationized (i think that's a word) so much that he thinks NOTHING is real and because of that he can do whatever he wants. Still, also he has this fake homophobic 'personality' so nobody likes him and gets close to him (emotionally) because he feels bad about what he's done to people and what he'll do to people in the future. luckily he has therapy today so he'll hopefully talk about that with his therapist and not me. i tld my parents btw :p
uh anyways- i decided my new name is alex a while ago, and uh
WHO IS ALIX
WHAT IS ONCOR
(context: we have this thing where we have a new PEFA (physical education/fine arts) class every 3 weeks for FA and eery 6 weeks for PE, and i got health which is considered physical education and my friend is in the same class)
also my response, "a," is amazing.
anyways byeeeeeeeeee <3
