I got home from school (half day) And I walk in and I thought my stepdad and sister were sleeping so I went upstairs to let them be and my stepdad wakes up and he yells at me saying I'm grounded for not doing the dishes even tho I did and he gets mad when I just walk away saying "yea do what u always do get on that stupid laptop of yours I'm turning the internet off" btw I'm at library rn saying this so I have internet rn, I start crying bc my trigger is yelling and screaming and basically really sudden attack emotions and he comes upstairs and he looks at me and yells, "Yeah keep on crying idc." Then mimics me and I scream at him that he's not even the reason I'm crying rn and too shut up. I lock the door and I start crying my eyes out bc yeah. I just wanted to talk to him, I wanted his advice and an answer to my problems at school and I cant even talk to him without getting yelled at. He blames me for his breakup with my mom but I still count him as my stepdad. He wonders why I avoid him its bc he yells at me and blames everything on me, I just want someone to talk to but bc my sister moved away and I'm the second oldest that leaves him and my mom and my mom is at work till five so.... yeah I'm done I cant do this anymore he needs to treat me right or stop talking to me at all. I hate this town, school, place, state.
