Hi it's me again. Not much of a rant this time but I do want to know how to explain to my parents that me not identifying as a girl doesn't mean I have anything against girls. SPEAKING OF THAT I figured out I'm actually a lesbian rather than omnisexual thanks to my friend who really helped me with that cuz they identify as a lesbian and I realize they had pretty much the same type of attraction I do. I think I'm probably genderfluid so my questioning is a lot more easy to handle now :D also I realized that I actually meet the qualifications my friend that I had a crush on has but now I'm questioning if I do have a crush on them or if I'm just scared that if the relationship is just platonic I'll lose contact with them which really bothers me. But yea I'm doing a lot better now so thanks for letting me vent on here in October and stuff I think I'll still be active on here but I might not post much else. OH and I think I decided on the name Evergreen and I came out to my Teetee (they are also lgbtqia+ they identify as bisexual) :D
