So...I did not think I was going to do this today, but I did. I was talking to my best friend about crushes, and I said, "I have had two crushes this year." and she was like, "OMG who??" and I was like...ummm...ahhh...,"well in the beginning of the year I liked (a boy) and then (a girl)." And she was like, "OMG" and was totally accepting. I'm not scared that she will treat me differently because another one of her good friends is gay. I do not intend to tell anyone else because some of my other friends are homophobic. She is the only person who knows, and I am at her house right now, but I am about to leave, and I currently feel like I'm going throw up, but I have also never been happier. I trust her not to tell anyone.