I made an alternate account, but I don't have another e-mail, so it's unregistered. I have to say this, I just don't want to say it on my real account, and you can guess who I am if you want, but I don't think I'm gonna say, I feel sad almost everyday, not like jellyfishlover where she feels like nobody likes her, but just... bleak. My friends find ways to cheer me up while I'm at school, but once I'm in the car, and I listen to music attatched to what makes me sad, I wish I had a blanket to crawl under. Once I get home, I love to get under my weghted blanket, it feels like a hug and it helps alot, I think about how I could have done things differently, and if maybe that would have fixed a friendship I had, Then I wonder if she ever liked me at all. I wish I had someone that loved me back, none of my crushes ever had, if you could call them crushes. Now I'm not so sure. I don't know anymore, and... as much as I love KT, y'all only know me as a name on the screen, and as much as I love y'all's advice, I still need something real life to hold onto. That's why I keep my stuffed animals, yes, they're inanimate, but they bring me comfort, so who could blame me? My bed is full of them, and I cry sometimes if my mom makes me donate them, I know all their names and they all have a backstory. If you think you know who I am, you can comment below, and I may or may not telll you if your right or wrong.