Omigod. It's been what, months since I became inactive? Now that the summer's coming up, I'll be more active, I've just been busier. Anyway, here are some updates:
I went through a breakup. 2, actually. Same person. I still like him. Like a lot. He's been my ex twice, has cheated on me with one of my bsfs (she had no idea), hates me, calls me annoying, and has hurt me, but no matter what, I still can't get over him. I'll make a separate post on him.
My depression/anxiety has gotten better, I've been diagnosed with ADHD (I think? The physiatrist said I met all the criteria, and ADHD is one of my diagnoses. He said I could grow out of it, though.) I now take meds for ADHD, and they've really helped.
I've lost some friends, ngl. But I've made new/better ones.
I had my first lesson at a competitive showjumping barn on Saturday. The place I used to train is a beginner barn and will be moving to Arizona with the owner in the fall, maybe sooner. The showjumping barn is definitely more intense, I was super sore the next day, but it was fun. I'm going again this Saturday.
I had my 6th-grade graduation today! We're officially 7th graders. Tomorrow is the last day of school. I'm gonna miss my friends, but here I come 7th-grade, ig.
My birthday's in abt a week! I'll be 12 soon enough. I'm gonna go to the mall with my bestie to celebrate :)
Life keeps moving. School will be starting up again before we know it. This year's moving hecka fast, it's scary. But take time to sit and smell the roses, bc those moments go by fast. Love you guys!
-Love, Jelly
