Hi, I’m Broken_glitch, a 13 girl with a divorced family. I often feel upset with my life and how both of my families treat me differently. My mother’s house feel like I’m sort of slave obeying all her orders and taking care of my siblings. She puts restrictions like screen time, constant stress, doing things she’s meant to be doing. I recently took a depression test saying how I have high distress and anxiety, that’s when I realized I was suicidal. It has taken a high toll on me when I deal with my school work, taking care of siblings and all that stuff. I hold in my tears and ending up crying sliently every night. I sound dramatic but it’s true. I get picked on at school as well sometimes. I just tried my hardest to her expectations but I always fail. My older brother has his freedom of playing games in his room and doing whatever he wants when I’m simply choking sliently in my pained mindset. My dad’s house I have the best comfort and health and I get to do whatever I want. My mum always mentions on how bad it is there when it really isn’t. I’m starting to think more worse thoughts and I keep my self away from sharp objects: knives,scissors e.g. I’m scared really.. I’m afraid what she will think if I went clean on what I want. She always wants me to be successful not realizing how bad my mental state is.She wants me to be a doctor when I want to be a cosplayer. I can’t run away so I needed help not from my families but here. I came here when I was 8 (known as Musicmeowcutie(I don’t care if you don’t believe me).. and I got help but I need it again. Please I’m begging you too help me..
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Broken_Glitch