Uh… so I keep trying to make something to this effect, but it won’t publish.
Erm… so, I have a large crush.
Heres the problem: it’s online.
Your probably like, “Oh, that’s stupid.”
But just let me explain.
So, this guy and I met on a coding app and became instant friends. We’d talk and stuff, goof around, um… act stupid lol. And then one day we found out that we both had an app that we could talk on (an online rpg game) and so we only talked on there. We were a really nice fit for each other as we’re only a year apart (me being older) and we both have the same sense of humor. Now were on yet another app thats actually much better and, after about a year of friendship, have declared each other “BESTIES!”
Um… so great friends, right? Well, I like HIM. And I’m 80% sure he likes me? He’s written these random fun poems about love like “L is for livid you become when I trick you…” and titles them “to someone” and I get mad when I’m tricked by him. Yeah. I’ve actually told him I liked him before, but he thought I was joking. We (mostly he) were (was) playing this dumb joke where he was a teddy bear and the teddy bear, Billy, liked me. So he wanted to know who my crush was so he could kill him LOL
So I said it was HIM, and so HE made Billy attack himself and it was funny. Also, HE thinks I like someone else.
I’ve revealed my own name before, tried to get him to open up and let me get to know him better, but he refuses. I think hes insecure about himself, which is really cute… er, I mean, uhh… normally he’s so confident, which makes it interesting.
Okay, you can see I’m falling hard. I’d love to get advice from anyones point of view, so if you can answer, please do! I need to figure out how to get him to open up, or find out if he likes me back, or TELL him I like him without it being a joke. It’s so hard online. Send help!
